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IntertwinedIt is softly raining
I am standing on a porch
the moment feels restraining
I am burning like a torch
But then I can sense you
Coming closer from behind
And you gently hug me, oooh
Making us so intertwined
And I am sure I love you
I'm in loveI'm in love
in love with your smiles
loving your beautiful eyes
believe me you are enough
enough and much more, my love
I'm in love
your voice gives me shivers
my tears flow like rivers
when i deeply miss you
and want to kiss you
I'm in love
hoping to touch your skin
where have you all years been?
i want to ask you when we meet
you are not just a dream, my sweet
I will surviveIf my love is not enough,
let go of me. Please set me free.
I will survive.
If you cannot trust,
what's the point in us?
I am not just for your lust.
That is the past.
If you don't like my smile,
I will walk thousand miles.
I want to find the one who does.
If you need someone to pity you,
I bet there's plenty willing to lie to you.
I simply want to be fair and true.
If my love is not enough,
let go of me. I will survive.
HopingI wish somebody loved me,
and he would do it without any games.
I wish somebody hugged me
without secretly calling me names.
I wish one man could honestly love me,
and he would not hide things
with some false feelings; "protecting me".
I can face what the day brings.
I dream about one trustworthy guy
who would love to share his pain and joy.
I dream about watching the sky
with someone who wouldn't with me toy.
I crave for real protection,
for strong trust between the two of us,
for love abundant in imperfection,
in which no one could ever divide us.
I wonder if I am foolish and naive.
Why others desire so much control?
My heart is hurting and full of grief,
it is all taking a toll on my soul.
NeglectedWe live through our slowly flowing days and crawling nights.
Whatever has happened to our dreamed of hopes and delights?
Is it that we forgot to love? Is it something we got tired of?
Why do we sit next to each other without saying a word?
Is it that we no longer can strike the same chord?
It looks like we got each of the other bored. Oh, Lord!
Murky insideIt is dark and cloudy inside.
The windows look murky.
Is this gonna be my new hide?
Where loneliness is lurking?
What is the place I am describing?
Welcome to my frozen soul.
I am my depressions bribing.
Yes, life can taste so foul.
Why am I feeling this guilty?
Well, I am nobody's judge.
No one thinks I am filthy.
But, it doesn't help me much.
Could I wash the dirt away?
Maybe with my tears, who knows?
But I can't, I am so afraid.
Again and again... life in pain flows.
Darling, good night!I am dreaming again.
And in this dream of mine.
You hold me very close.
You hold me really tight.
You hold me with all might.
Our love is shining bright.
I believe in dreams.
I know they come true.
And they feel so right.
Your skin smells so sweet.
Your hair tickle me.
Could we this repeat?
I love your sweet smile.
When your voice whispers.
Drawing lovely pictures.
Let's make them real.
Together we can heal.
Could we make a deal?
Darling, good night!
The thiefYou have touched my heart
You have kissed my soul
You just gently smiled
All my love you stole
I have nothing left
You got me whole
There's no rest
I am so small
With no zest
Am I chasing you?Seeing you for the first time was so mesmerizing.
I could not believe you were real, you existed.
You have been way too unusual and tantalizing.
Tell me, why do I feel this lonely? All is twisted...
Talking to you gave me shivers. Oh, you were smiling.
I was surprised you wanted to spend time with me.
Unthinkable has happened, and now everything is failing.
The love is ailing. You have turned into an absentee.
I would die to save you from whatever troubles you.
My heartbeats echo with emptiness a graveyard song.
Do you still love me, or am I only chasing you?
Why should I feel broken? Why should I feel alone?
I died todayIn a hospital so white,
my eyes and ears open wide.
I take in the smells, people,
the thoughts that gladly ring.
Their cries of pure joy and victory,
leave me surprised and petrified.
I'm not in history..
I died today,
my lungs can breathe.
I died today,
my heart only sings.
My skin is still warm,
eyes still blue and white.
My mouth moves,
smoothing stiff grooves.
My arms raise,
My legs do as I say.
Nothing is injured, bent
and even broken..
Yet I died today..
And I am still alive.
Tender TortureWhy do you torment me, fairest one?
Are you doing it just for fun?
Why must you taunt me with your presence
Being near me and acting in ignorance?
So thin I suffer from translucence
Made see-through with insignificance
As you pass me by my eyes happen to chance
On yours, as if at a dance
Were you looking at me with your lingering gaze?
Making me think of imaginary days
And wishing for hypothetical years
Holding you close as old age nears
How do other men feel when met by your eyes?
Do their hearts begin to tell lies?
How much hurt do I need to feel
To know your affections aren't real?
I know it's futile, you told me so
With a tender voice a while ago
Now wordlessly you torture my soul
Which wants to think you're my whole
Leave your whole life
Your soul has been called
Break the chains
Holding you back
But you can’t tell
What tears you apart.
No one has to know
By this time
We will hide
From the world.
Screams your name
Don’t let them down
Show your face.
Louder and louder
You are deaf.
But it’s time
To prove yourself
They want blood.
He is coming
Let the rage grow
Inside your veins
And you will be
What they want.
How Did We Get Here?I feel my breathe as it leaves my lungs,
I feel the blood pound through my veins,
I feel the words roll off my tongue,
I feel the thoughts freeze in my brain.
I feel the floor beneath my feet,
I feel the tightness of my fist,
I feel the warm and sticky heat,
Of blood that’s flowing down my wrist.
Why did it have to come to this?
What was it that led us here,
I didn’t choose this road.
Was it anger, hatred, fear;
Do you even care to know?
Why do we have to disagree,
Why do we have to fight,
What is it between you and me,
That makes us not see eye to eye?
Why does one of us have to die?
Patience.First, it starts with a millisecond.
Then a second,
and after that a minute.
Fifty-nine minutes later, and it is an hour.
Twenty-three hours later it is a day,
and after a couple of weeks, it is a month.
Eleven months later it is a year,
and after a year, it is a century,
and after a century,
there is nothing.
So have patience.
"Trees that are slow to grow bear the best fruit." ~Moliere
The Labyrinth of Me (Complete)Restless in the stormy night.
Like candle flame unwaning light.
Bound to wander 'tween the worlds.
Waking dreams my mind unfurled.
Void of colour just shades of grey.
No-one here to guide my way.
Echoes of a man lost in a dream.
Porcelain statues unable to scream.
The labyrinth of me lies ahead.
Each step, each breath fills me with dread.
On every wall my portraits hang.
Each one painted with an honest hand.
The jesters and whores in the labyrinth taunt.
Defiling my hopes and reaping reward.
Those I left widowed fill me with scorn.
Can they not see that i am reborn?
My darkest deeds a book on a shelf.
Chapters of envy and ill gotten wealth.
Judges grinning while banging their gavels.
The pages before me the black book unravels.
Some pages are empty and others unclean.
Allowing you only to see the obscene.
Myself I am judge no lies to deceive.
Like a mirror reflecting my every misdeed.
The revelation of faces grinning before me.
They are all me both judge and jury.
A guilty verdict the
Of Empty Seas and Fated SkiesI.
She gave our golden days of summer
to Dionysian dreams,
chasing phantom shards of sunlight
as she fled the hand of Fate.
The sun was out and we were in
the Labyrinth in the kitchen,
searching small, dark cupboards
for the treasure she had hidden.
Swallowed up in all her sorrows,
swamped by soughing Acheron,
she drank the Lethean waters,
and forgot that we were there.
Bottled ichor, precious poison,
creeping shadow, black like ink;
in the Daedalean night,
we tipped it down the sink.
A wand’ring, cruel Odysseus,
he sailed in winter’s gales,
crashing like the heaving seas
and pounding us like waves.
And Now I've Lost the StarsOh God, how did the sun turn into blood?
How did the lunar surface start to crack?
When all I did was lay my head to rest
As nightfall, soft, cascading in a flood
Bespoke my eyelids, conquered, muscles slack
Embraced in heavy slumber on its breast.
The night breeze took my breathings one by one
And carried them to frozen lands afar,
And crumbled all my dreamings into dust.
Oh God, I cannot move without the sun,
And now I've lost the stars.
An Era to Forgive
Out of the dark ages I come,
leaving the past behind.
Away from the pain, scars,
and my own demise.
Behind what I have put to rest,
a fire sparked from the ashes.
Hot and burning,
it claims what used to be mine....
I'm at peace with myself,
I've tasted my medicine.
Every day I live,
I learn to forget and forgive.
AddictedDrifting along the pathway in huge circles,
the legs are shaking, almost jelly-like.
The mind working hard on life hurdles
pushes the brain to go on strike.
Both eyes, tired, cannot see for seductive light
that the sidewalk turns round and round.
Sense of direction is off, not quite right.
The being is lost, convulsing on the ground.
The mastership of vicious circle is superior;
no human soul can fight it without aid.
No one is such a gigantean solitary warrior.
Therefore, ask for help, and do not be afraid!
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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